Soft Snow

The snow falls soft
Like the heart
Like feelings
And then it melts away
Snow is like a crush
Its there for a time and then its gone
Sometimes sooner than you want it to be
But other times it cant leave soon enuph
And you end up with a friged print on your soul

Then it becomes ice

Ice stays even longer
And then what does it turn to?
Its not just a little crush anymore
Is it?
Its just a little less traction...
Just a little more slipping
Tward what you dont want it to be
What you never wanted it to be
When you just wanted a friend
Just wanted someone to love you
Treat you nice
And this is how you ended up...
This is your undoing
Soon your hearts gunna break
Just like ice over a frozen pond
You'll fall through
And begin to drown in your own stupidity
Your own ignorence
Your hope
Of a relationship
That never could be
Or should be
Your gunna sink
To the bottum
Of all your mistakes
And you will wonder...
Why did this happen?
Why didnt i run while i could?
And you'll remember...
As you first began to slip
You'll remember wanting to run
Wanting to get out...
But you didnt
You just kept slipping
And slipping
And slipping...
And letting it go...
Because it felt good...
Didnt it?

Well, i want you to tell me how it feels now...
Well?
Not very good does it?
Ya
I see you down there
Your eyes
Dulling out now
Lousing their light...
Lousing hope
Of escapeing your own grave
I wont let you go...
I dont want you to...
Cuz who will i be...
Without you
I wont be myself...
I wont be joyfull
Social
I wont have anything to say
When someone asks me my name...
I wont be able to answer
Because the girl who was named
Well, she drown
And i let her go...
This is why i have to hold onto you...
Im sorry
For not helping you see...
Im sorry that your drowning...
And im gunna hold on to you
Oh yes,
With a grip...
But how am i gunna do this alone?
I cant,
I need help...
Please

Im lousing myself...