Thursday, March 26, 2009

Pain


She clap clap claps, and then

A sigh

The tears fall down out of her eyes

With a smile she says

"I applaud you my dear"

And to the cold ground falls one lonley tear


She walks a little closer

Covers up her fear

Grips her fists up tighter

And says

" Now, you listen here!"


The tears begin to come

Not the lonley ones

Thease ones emerge

From deep inside

A flood of anger comes


No longer on her face

The curse of human race

Her mangle twisted place

Torn up

She has brought discrace...








Quotes with Poe and Others You May Know

I will start with the one i can relate to the most

"Years of love have been forgot, In the hatred of a minute." -Edger Allan Poe

The sad thing is... it happens... Down the page you will find more... all describe how i feel... all are unclamed or i couldnt find the author...


Moving on is simple, what you leave behind that makes it difficult.

We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh, but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry

Friendship must never be buried under the weight of misunderstanding.~ Sri Chinmoy

There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills. ~ Buddha

It is strange how often a heart must be broken before the years can make it wise

The worst solitude is to be destitute of sincere friendship. ~ Sir Francis Bacon

We all lose friends.. we lose them in death, to distance and over time. But even though they may be lost, hope is not. The key is to keep them in your heart, and when the time is right, you can pick up the friendship right where you left off. Even the lost find their way home when you leave the light on." ~ Amy Marie Walz


I let myself think that maybe something would be different, that something would change between us, but nothing happened and we still aren't friends.

You Stab My Back.Broke My Bones.Took My Air.Killed Me Again and Again.But Yet I'm Still Here Standing Right Next To You...

Friendship is like a glass ornament, once it is broken it can rarely be put back together exactly the same way.

“It's funny, isn't it? How your best friend can just blow up like that?” - Monty Python

Two of my Favorate Sayings about Love

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident..." ----Captain Corelli's Mandolin.

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend. --- Albert Camious

Friday, March 20, 2009

Let Go


I am writing this because this is how i feel.... this is not directed tward anyone... more of a situation, and i write it to realese... i dont want a fuss over this.... i just want to express myself... this is simply how i feel




Why does it have to be like this?


Constant hurt

Continuous abandonment

Always turning up unecisary thoughts

Overdue complaints

I'v held on for so long

You showd me what you thought of me

How easy it was to let me go

I was not important to you

I find you made no effort to hold onto what we had

To hold onto me

And 8 years of friendship has been thrown away

It was lost so easy

And that scares me

What was 8 years for?

What was it worth to you?

Why didnt you just tell me from the start?

You didnt need me

You love me?

Why didnt you show me?

You can tell me you care

You can tell me your sorry

You can tell me you wish it didnt have to be this way....

But please

If you love me


Dont lie to me

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Step down
To pavement
Its cold
Its harsh
Look up to moonlight
Friendly
Yet dark
Walk in the fridged
Blowing wind
Wishing for someone
A wanting
A friend

Fear will comsume me
And lost i will go
The dark
It will swollow me
And no one will know
The screams will come from me
And no one will hear
Why do i fear you...
In the dark
You are near...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I Love You