Your Call...

My heart is caving in on itself
The edged are ripping and tearing
Scabs grind on each other
Tiny pieces of dried memories flake off into a fine powder
It hurts
Emotions erupt to the surface
Trying to help, they only make a mess
And i am left here alone to clean it up
Not knowing how, i slip is my own tears
There us no reason to try and stand again
I will only fall once more

Some how i always find myself back here
This desolate wasteland
Alone
I know there is help, but me ears wont absorb their words
I only focus on you
You hurt to look at
Like the sun
You shine bright over me
But you are relentless
My eyes burn and tear
You are cruel, and your heat to much to handle
I try to bargin with you
But you wont have it, and all the more radiate your deadly waves and cook me alive

My heart has caved in on itself
Its soft and flimsy
And wont stand on its own
I'm vulnerable

So this is where we stand

Will you take a swing?
Or will you help me up?

I want you back from the bitter sky
So you may walk among the flowers that will kiss you tired feet...

You matterd so much
You atterd more than anything in the world
And yout ook yourself away
Your selfish
A fool
You are so ungreatful
If only you say what you had
If only you hove relized that you didnt deserve what you had

You have changed

Your best friends is feeling lost
Im feeling lost
Missing you
But now im not so sure your worth missing
You feel like a waste of time
A waste of memorie space...
I only say this because

This is what i have become to you
What we have become to you

And you dont care...
Do you expect me to?
Why the hell would i want to see you
Want to be your friend
You treat us all like garbage

YOu make me angry
You only think of your self
I knew it all along
But now imm accepting it
No more lies

No more